Back and forth

I've been going back and forth lately, about the purpose of this blog. Is it a public-ish description of what I am doing? Or is it a should-be-private diary type thing? If, dear reader (and I know that there are one, maybe 2 of you!) you look to read my epistles and the blog doesn't load, its because I've either deleted it to take it elsewhere private, or I've made it for subscribers only (and therefor, private). In which case, contact me.